Spent a bit of time looking back at stuff I'd done the last 3 years.
Conclusion:- Way,way off being what it needs to be,a
lot of rough half done stuff,
but I need to be much much better than what I looked at.
But then they have been very difficult years- and in a lot of ways lucky to still be here.
Still though its like having a lot of photos of you where your pants have magically vanished over time.